Traditions War: a pathway to peace
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Tradition Wars: a pathway to peace
The purpose of this book is to open an avenue for all
who have been burned by the lack of participation in our 12 Traditions.
We have seen members utilizing power in NA service to bolster their
views, increase their power base, or simply to get rid of those who oppose their
way of carrying the message. These
abuses can be found on any and all levels of NA service.
Sadly, they often lead not to disagreements and arguments, but to the
very lives of NA members who leave the fellowship, use and possibly die.
Narcotics Anonymous service brings together an
odd lot of people who's ideas vary as widely as the forms of drugs we used.
Many have a natural talent for structured service, analytical, cold,
calculating, often times shrewd and cunning.
Many of their talents came from life on the streets were it was kill or
be killed. Survival of the fittest
was the name of the game and often those that gravitate to the top of the food
chain in NA service have honed those skills to an art form.
On the other side are those who believe in
self-less service. Who have been
taught to give freely expecting nothing in return.
They learn that giving this way has it's own reward, a deep sense of self
worth and gratitude that is worth much more than gold or fame and titles. NA
service often pits these two forces against each other, often with disastrous
results not only for the individuals but for the fellowship as a whole.
The Basic Text reminds us that honest sharing is
the antidote to our diseased thinking. The
truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off!
Some will be thrilled and thankful that the truth is being told, others
may feel threatened, while others will shout loudly, how dare you?
We who write this book say back to them.. How dare you???
Sadly, some day down the road, we are all going to have a Judge Judy
moment. Probably when large sums of
money have been diverted for personal gain, someone will say something like;
"So, where were the checks and balances?
You dissolved the Board of Trustees, what were you thinking????"
The fact that members lives were saved by Narcotics Anonymous and they
can cold bloodedly manipulate the system to create a closed none fellowship
participatory system to suite their private needs is beyond belief.
It stagers the imagination that members who's lives were useless and
pathetic, were loved back to health and sanity, and their response is to
highjack the service structure and ostracize a loving God as expressed through
NA individual group conscience is unfathomable!
No one of us is completely without sin when it
comes to tradition wars. Many of us
who cry the injustice of structured service, have been party to our own use of
traditions as weapons in the war to purify NA.
How many members have we sent back out because they did not share our
vision of NA unity. We berated them
for being sober and not clean, for sharing about Alcoholics Anonymous in
"our" NA meetings, like we could truly own something that was God
Early NA is littered with the bodies of addicts
who never got clean because the fellowships had not yet written the traditions.
Before the Traditions were put into written form, the principles still existed,
so we can call them ‘spiritual violations. These ‘spiritual violations’
were very injurious to the Fellowship. Individual egos ran the show right into
the ground, over and over and over again. The
first attempts at NA in NYC at the end of 1949 beginning 1950 was riddled with
tradition violations. Of course,
they were doing the very best they could with what they had and sadly to say in
1950, they didn't have much. Caring
individuals, like Father Dan Eagan and Salvation Army Major General Dorothy
Berry helped the fledgling group by creating a board of trustees for NA.
Sadly they would not let any addicts serve on this board.
The group extended itself to all manner of aid to it's members; housing,
food, job assistance. In it's
waning years, the leader, a woman named Ray Lopez, had gotten a job working for
the Narcotics Division of the city of New York.
Half her office was New York Narcotics the other half was NA.
You can just imagine the problems that ensued.
As with most early fellowships, the death of the
stronger member oft times meant the death of the fellowship, as in direct
contradiction of the 12 traditions, one member and not the fellowship, was doing
most of the work. They were not
"we" fellowships, but ones with small power centers at the top.
This is how NA in California failed in it's first attempt.
As most of us know, toward the beginning of the 1960's, the last NA
meeting in the world had died. It
was quickly picked back up by founding members, including Jimmy K.
He was always adamant that NA was a “we fellowship” and not an
“I” fellowship. He always said;
"there are no big shots here in NA – one shot and we’re all shot."
Jimmy K maybe the most visible casualty of the
Tradition Wars. Sadly, his name is
still used today to justify ongoing hostility and resentments. You have to wonder what Jimmy would think about that.
He was a loving man who had many people speaking in his ears toward the
end of his life and the end of his career in service to the fellowship as
business manager of WSO. Often times Powerful Men will be used by those around them to
further their goals. The fellowship
begged and pleaded with Jimmy to come to the World Service Conference to give a
report, while others played on his feelings of betrayal and fostered their
beliefs that the literature committee was out to get him.
This was far from the truth. The
leaders in the literature for the most part owed their lives to Jimmy, as he
sponsored several of them. One
member was his protege and probably one of his best friends.
Sadly those in the circle around Jimmy painted pictures of betrayal about
Greg Pierce that just were not true. Greg
shared about the pain of going to his sponsors house and having the door slammed
in his face. Why? Because he fought
to get a book written by addicts for addicts.
So too Greg Pierce, the man who wrote our 12 Tradition chapter of the
Basic Text, the NA Tree, our first service structure, The Triangle of Self
Obsession, Living The Program, an Approach to The 4th Step in Narcotics
Anonymous, had been kicked to the curb for standing up for NA and our need for a
book on recovery.
The largest element of NA that was
disenfranchised by the tradition wars were the die hard dedicated members of the
World Literature Committee. These
members gave their ‘all’ for over 2 years to see that a Basic Text of
Recovery from the disease of addiction in Narcotics Anonymous became a reality. Many lost family, jobs, and gave countless years of selfless
service so that addicts could recover and would not have to die from this
wretched disease we are all afflicted with.
As changes were made to the Basic Text without true fellowship approval,
a little piece of them died. They
had sweated over every single word in our book and to see a small handful of
insiders would make change after change, hire professional writers to edit
something they saw as near perfect and all with the flick of the wrist, or the
strike of some keys on a word processor, did in years of diligent tireless
selfless service. Many have left NA
and sadly will never come back. We
owe them our very lives, and this is how we repay them, by labeling them vocal
minority, trouble-makers and malcontents, who have nothing better to do than
tear down NA.
This book is about any violation of traditions
that led to or could lead to the death of even one suffering addict. As our
literature states, "that (no) addict seeking recovery need ever die!".
The text also lets us know that "we are as sick as our
secrets". For these reasons we
write and ask all to participate in the writing of the Tradition Wars, this is
your book as well as ours. Please
go to the NA-HISTORY.ORG web site and input your views and your memories on
these our growing years. If you
don't write it, it will never be heard! This
is your chance to have your say and make a difference for the health and well
being of NA for years to come.
Dear Fellow Members,
Our editorial policy should be to present viewpoints and factual documents not otherwise available to help NA members think for themselves. I don't think we ever need to deal in radical rantings, but we should give ourselves the liberty to inform the general membership what has been going on the last ten or fifteen years. Many members haven't been clean that long - so they don't realize they used to have representatives that carried their vote. We are willing to take some time to avoid witch hunts and kangaroo courts. There has been enough of that.
We pray as we undertake this effort for God's divine hand to strengthen and guide us so that our efforts will heal and strengthen our Fellowship.
I went to a convention this past weekend, there was a NA history workshop that I missed so I asked some friends who did the workshop in the hopes that I might come away with a contact that I could get some material from.
When I found out who did the workshop I walked up to the lady who had 25 years clean and told her that we were doing a NA history web page, her reply was ""who is we?"" when I mentioned some of the names involved with the NA history web site she instantly said ""I am not interested"" and turned her back on me.
I was so deflated I did what I know how to do call a trusted addict and talk about it. I got some good feedback and went on and enjoyed the rest of the time I spent at the convention. I did buy the tape from that history workshop along with five others I like the six for five tape deals if your gonna spend five bucks per tape may as well get a free one, anyway I listened to a few tapes I really wanted to here Bob B. was great it took until today for me to get to the history workshop tape and after listening to this lady it made me think of the Tradition Wars topic what I came away with from listening to this lady was this. Yes there were casualties some people died and some of those that survived are still hurting and yet others worked the hell out of this program and got on with their lives.
This lady made me realize that there were casualties on both sides of this thing, and just like we feel strongly about those we lost, there were people lost and hurt on their side also. So maybe just maybe when we start this project about the Victors of the Traditions Wars that we tell about whom got hurt on both sides.
This is just this old addict trying to spark up some thoughts, ideas, and possibly get another part of our history told in a fashion that will bring about true understanding and maybe some healing.
listening to this tape as she spoke or starting to speak about certain things
you could hear the pain she was reliving, that was the initial spark that
prompted me to write this. I guess the thing we call empathy does work when you
practice the spiritual principles of our God given program.
hits in 2004!
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