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From: roanm revtrip
Category: Category 1
Date: 08 May 1999
Time: 22:29:29
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this time around i work verry little with a sponcer,the mid 80s was a hard time for what they called perists i my first year was spent with one after that i heard nothing for three years and went out for 10 months when i came back i had a sponser he told me to drink some milk and keep coming back this one became a trustee ,after about 6 years of living with in the first three steeps i became varry ok with the practice and went out into recovery to find some dirretion with the 4th step got a sponcer who once the chair of the world service confence and had more sponse than he had clean time and he had over 16 or 18 years clean we did a 4th step that i could use the format with others in na but i did it and it wasnt what it could have been then i moved and looked for somone again and found someone with 22 years clean with a workshop step whatever you want to call it at 8 or 9 year clean i had a choice do this step work with na & aa lit with this sponcer or not do what was placed in front of me it was the most therough working of the steps i have ever done and it only took 10 month, once i got done with it i found i could not give it to a recovering addict and that i had compromized my prinsiples when ever i tried all my sponcers have been of na but had been around befor na had its own bookmy book is a carena text and im so slow at this im still looking for a means of giving away na this year has been wonderfull i started i meeting with the step working giuld every tuesday and after asking for 7 month i found someone that had input into the giuld and is on his 7th step with his sponcer in the giuld this i might be able to share with the new comer and he is invoved here and i sent this on to my first na online sponsee i meet my sponcer 13 years ago and new then that one day he was going to be there for me but not at that time and i knew or felt that also i havent meet my online sponsee and ill keep you all up to date as time goes on ask me about it in a few years evolve to relax relax to revolve revtrip