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From: fearful
Category: Category 1
Date: 20 May 1999
Time: 02:21:25
Remote Name: atl2-wc1.atlas.digex.net
sI know the feeling of coming here,with all of my baggage and old behaviors that i havent quite let go.I know the feeling of loneliness here in the rooms.Change is scarey.tThe unknown frightens me.Sometimes I myself hold onto old shit in fear of finding a new me. Although we may get disgusted with others if we could only remember why we are here and love each other through whatever or how great the pain may be.I pray to my HP for the desire and willingness to change.Maybe that time just isnt now.I pray that no matter what happens along the way that the people who love me now will love me when i do go through these changes.We all hurt and hopefully keep coming back.I dont want to leave before the miracle happend