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From: [email protected]
Category: Category 1
Date: 25 Dec 1999
Time: 21:43:23
Remote Name: 1cust51.tnt3.duluth.mn.da.uu.net
At a great time to be clean the gifts keep coming in areas I had not dreamed. It is hard to believe I get what I need when I need it. What I deserve to recieve is not what I deem for myself. I have been judged in and before my recovery and the people that were there are the ones that decide what I deserve as it should be. I can't do myself justice because I am too lax or too hard on me where the people that surround me give me responsibilty by merit of what I am doing with my life. With the clean time I have and the service work involvment in my life I know no better way to live my recovery, give back what was so freely given to me and it just starts with a hug. I am held accountable for me. I am forgive but not let off the hook. I travel great distances to go to meetings on occasions as a part of the outreach subcommittee and the fellowships pays rewards every second because recovery is my own gift to myself this christmas and it is what I give to each of you. love and hugs preston p.s. I will be in Georgia in July/August