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From: kaykel
Category: Category 1
Date: 07 Apr 1999
Time: 00:33:47
Remote Name: dynacache.ultra.net
I would like to ask how I too can become a part of this family. I have been on this road of distruction, and believe I have hit bottom and can say I need help or die. My children have tears in there eyes,disappointments to no end. How do I make the time I must go away up to them? They are so young yet so smart they know mommy is sick and needs to get better, but at their exspense? I need some one to talk to so much . I hurt inside so much nothing will take it away. I'm so sorry I did this to them. I'm sorry I did this to myself, but I can't stop now my body will not let me. Who would have thought a painkiller here a few painkillers there would turn me into someone who can't stop.