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From: RANDY J.
Category: Category 1
Date: 19 Feb 2000
Time: 09:53:59
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I REMEMBER A FEW YEARS BACK THIS PERSON TELLING ME,RANDY YOU NEED TO ALWAYS REMEMBER WHOSE TALKING TO YOU.SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT THE VOICES IN MY HEAD.WHEN I WAS IN THE GRIP,FINDING WAYS AND MEANS TO GET MORE.I WAS LIKE A WOUND UP TOY,RUNNING HERE AND THERE,TRYING TO DESTROY MYSELF ON MY DISEASE'S ORDERS.ONCE I SURRENDERED TO THE PROCESS OF N.A.GOT A SPONSOR,MADE A BEGINNING ON THE STEPS,THE DISEASE GOT VERY LOUD.I SUFFER FROM A DISEASE THAT IS INCURABLE AND FATAL.IT'S ONLY THROUGH MY CONTINUING RELATIONSHIP WITH A LOVING,CARING AND FORGIVING HIGHER POWER THAT THIS IS POSSIBLE.I UNDERSTAND THAT THERE IS A POWER GREATER THAN MYSELF THAT WILL DESTROY ME IF I DON'T STAY PLUGGED IN..RANDY J.MILWAUKEE,WI.